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Sunday, August 13, 2006

reflections on a Young Adults mind

 
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I woke up to the sound of an old familar band playing on my alarm clock-- it was TFK. I crawled out of my bed at 7 o clock in the morning thinking about how this was going to be my last time getting up for my job this early in the morning.. I could feel the essence of change corsing through my vanes .. Looking back in life I began to think about all the memories I have had; the good memories, the bad ones. All of them nomatter if I wanted to remember them or not made me who I am today, they taught me life lessions and provieded happy times... This was me and I couldn't change it . In two short weeks I woudl be heading off to college and I would be embarking on the next chapter of my life, and I am yet to know wether that chapter will be more interesting or not..

Handing in my key to the monument place and cutting my last pizza at the ranch, not to mention saying goodbye to all the wonderfull peopel I have met-- my support system-- I began to worry, I thought to myself " what will college turn me into? Will I find another support system? Will I make it through alive and well in teh way God has planed for me?" Then I stopped, and I laughed at myself. I realised that I don't need to worry, I have God on my side and he will guide me through life. He helped me to pick out the college I now have come to love, he put  infront o fme the people I have grown closer to .. HE HAS BEEN THERE  for me throught the good and the bad.  I don't need to worry ..

So to all the people I have met.. I love you dearly and I will miss you this next year, BUT I shal not say goodbye, mearly SEE YOU LATER because I want to leave it opened to meeting you and hanging out with you again .. I don't want to close that door completly .. so I shal leave you with one thing..

<+3 SEE YOU LATER >> I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! <+3

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 Buh bye.
Posted 8/13/2006 7:23 PM by DRMS_7888 - reply

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sad... ish...

Ok yea.. but you HAVE to come visit me... it's an order

If our fake relationship is going to work you need to come visit me as often as possible!

Posted 8/13/2006 8:06 PM by UnofficialMascot - reply

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hey girl it has been a while....yes it has......college is.....well....interesting......you will learn a lot about yourself and hey i am always here for you

peace and love

hugs and kisses

St. Timmy

Posted 8/13/2006 9:38 PM by EMO_WANNA_BE_FOR_CHRIST - reply

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I agree you should update and of course i'm right *rolls eyes* lol. Oh wait you did update nevermind then. I guess you know now how i always finish my comments and post. Take care and have fun. Later
Posted 8/13/2006 10:37 PM by Smiles_all_the_time2 - reply

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yay. i love you. the end.
Posted 8/14/2006 12:05 PM by given_grace - reply

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This post makes me cry. Its very sad yet true but i know that you will be ok. I love you!
Posted 8/14/2006 1:54 PM by k_kool2008 - reply

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college, here we come. WOOOOOO!
Posted 8/14/2006 6:56 PM by joosloos - reply

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Hasta luego. -hug hug- <3 'manda

Posted 8/15/2006 12:03 PM by MaNdErZ369 - reply

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I love you too and miss our talks and your awesome insight.  See ya later my dear!

Posted 8/18/2006 3:25 PM by weafeld - reply

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nice.. all the best for your future endevours love.

*hugs n many many hearts*

Posted 8/20/2006 10:11 AM by blindfolded_dancingontobridges - reply

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hey wats up..nmh im just board outta my mind. i just got back from mississippi..
Posted 8/23/2006 9:40 AM by redneckprep_15 - reply

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I'm excited yet not about making new friends.  I have very mixed feelings about everything.  But i definetly don't like not being with all my old friends.  I love you Jen.  Hang in there and have a great time at school!  Enjoy it!
Posted 8/23/2006 9:40 PM by weafeld - reply

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i'll let you know when life slows down and the theatre department lets up on their deathgrip on my soul...
Posted 8/25/2006 9:55 AM by UnofficialMascot - reply

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jenny!  I heart you!!  I hope you don't, ya know, die at college without your uber cool friends.... we do miss you.. a ton!  Come back to us darling...
Posted 8/25/2006 7:03 PM by i_rock_4_Him - reply

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jenny jenny jenny jenny gorgeous jenny
i love you
and your posts
and the aura that eminates from your being
hahaha
you rock my freaking bottle til the tip top tippity top
Posted 8/26/2006 7:46 PM by psychotic_twins - reply

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jenny!!! i miss you sooooooooooooooooooo much!! and i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooo much!! have fun at college... email me soon or call me or something.

<3 ya. ~Cassie~

Posted 8/27/2006 3:57 PM by given_grace - reply

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YOU>>>>>NEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD>>>>>>>>TO>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well take care and have fun. Later
Posted 9/7/2006 3:18 AM by Smiles_all_the_time2 - reply

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I MISSIS YOU!!!!

~Noel

Posted 9/17/2006 3:32 PM by jibbish - reply

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i miss you too!! i'm actually not working this tec, but i will be working the crossroads one in february.
Posted 11/17/2006 5:28 PM by given_grace - reply


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