Taken Aback.

If I said I was sorry would you come right back

realize that I was half scared ?

If I said your with me and I do not lack

all the memories I hold dear?

would you come here?

If I spillied my guts to you told you everything I felt for you

would you understand and hold me dear?

even if you didn't like me that way?

or would you find me a mistake?

This a why I hold it in

don't tell you me and or him.

for fear of loosing you as a friend

or fear of letting my heart give in.

to happieness troubles and wildflowers.

because I don't want any pain in that late hour.

because to loose you would hurt almost

but to loose you as a friend would hurt the most.