| | I realized that I realy hate it when people are control freeks. I mean I knew that when people got overcontroling that it got anoying but I never realy thought about how much i realy dispise it till now. I mean when people try to control everything, it makes others feel like they are not good enough to do anything. I mean take my dinner for example. I was trying to make eggs for me and someone I knew ... . names will be excluded..... and this person kept critiquing every little thing that I did, until finaly I said do you want to cook them? that person was like yeah kind of ... so I was just like fine do it .... and walked away .. only to hear her say that htey werw runny and such, even though they are not done yet.. I was like you know what if you dont' liek them then throw them out and start over. I mean it wasn't like I was doing anything to this persons standards anyway... THen this person decided taht they were not huhngry and didn't even make any for themself and that made me realy mad ... becasue a.. they need to eat and b... if youwere not gong to make any for yourself then you should have left my cooking of my eggs up to me...... ugh it makes me so fusterated to not do anything right... I got that enough fromhome do I realy quite frankly need it here .. NO .... I realy hate the fact that I think that way about everything but it is just how I am. I am sorry if I got short tempered about he whole situation but it is in ever aspect of my life .... EVEN when I am doing MY job and I am the only person who is doing that JOB not anybody else.. This person will tell me that they are not done right or that theyar enot done good enough ... and then I will have to sit there and take it from that person because they are higher up in the job force.... ( no its not a real job it is a school elected job but still) I thin I am just ready for a break and I know this person prolly is as well.. I mean I must get on there nerves because of my shortness of temper......but it has nly been since recently that I have been getting fusterated with it .. and that is because I can only take so many put downs before I start questioning things in my life and wondering weather theyare right or not .. I don't need to be put down ... no one does.. I just wish that person understood me and why I am so angry about this ..... oh well someday they will understand.... HOPEFULLY.... |
| | Posted 3/6/2007 2:27 PM - 40 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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